Tuesday, July 14, 2009
fiona; beanie bobby is that best:D
love my blogskin, haha no longer happy 10th birthday julius or something, its MEEE(:
WHAHAA
damn happy, heart you manny manny fionaa(:
Labels: hehe
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Monday, July 13, 2009
pretty boys and handsome girls, beautiful sight
(:
make me stick thin
PROJECTS ARE SUCH A KILLLLLERR
TESTS, EXAMS ARE COMINGGGG ):
I NEEED CLUBBING , hey that rhymes :D !
should I go to social house on sat?
but i want to go to the beach in the day, then i'll have things to bring):
i want to go to zouk or butter factory
I will try clubbing without drinking, how's that!
Labels: to infinity and beyond
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Sunday, July 05, 2009
for you a thousand times over
should be doing my bstats tutorial at this very moment but I had the sudden urge to type, not msn type-type but blogging ype, makes sense?haha neverr mind(:
Amanda alexius tay shan wen alcohol free , she is
haha you believe?
If I could live my life once more, I'd still live the same way but with a better character and stronger faith in God
But well God, guess what? I no longer believe in your anymore, and I am never going to
how I wish i could tell this to you Dad but I guess you'd just slap me.
It started of with 'WANTING TO' to 'HABIT' to 'WEEKLY ROUTINE'
I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRITE WHEN I STEP FOOT ONTO THAT HOLY GROUND, you have no idea how strong that sense of guilt eats me from inside
but what am i suppose to do?
i'll just follow suit
they think of you as someone high up there, and me as someone uncomparable to you
slowly, I find myself wanting out of your life
I cant seem to talk to you anymore, I want to avoid you
why?
its definitely not me, its you
this is not ego, it IS you
you're so going to regret this some day amanda tay, trust me
Labels: plants are cute
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Friday, June 12, 2009
Dear Diary,
my life is in a mess now
i doubt a sugar prata and a cup of almond bubble tea can make me as happy as a i used to be
i feel like such a sad person now
why?
to think i used to feel priceless, now i feel so worthless
i guess i am nothing,
nothing at all
SOS somebody?
I cant seem to forget ----- :(Labels: bleeding love
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car that I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
In all honesty, I have never regretted. Not even one second.
I just can't say anything more
only that I am truely sorry
Grandaunt, I hope you are well and in heaven now
got to pick myself up again, alone
Labels: I fake a smile so he won't see
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
A picture paints a thousand words
COMMON TESTS ARE COMING IN 2 WEEKS TIME! which means...=mugger mode
I am glad I am back in school, who knew that making friends could be so so so much fun, like SERIOUSLY.And hey, TR02 will be DA BOMBZZZZXZXZ OF TRM09 WHAHAHA, I know so :D
Yingping is undergoing her DE-AH-LIAN-ISATION and AMANDA-NISATION programme,HAHA how awesome is that right!! and OH-MY-GOSH JIAYI AND GABRIEL, i am not an auntie okay! stop saying that I am ! ARGHH
NP alumni's food is superb! I think I am going to try ALL the food that is on their menu THERE. rather than trying those in Makan Place HAHA CHANGE OF PLAN, WHAHA
it is more pricey but the food there is really good.
Gosh, now i am hungry talking about food.
NEV-UH-MIND
gonna have Macs breakfast later with my groupies, going to do FMM-ITR video project, it is going to be so funny HAHAHA, because we wacky group of people came up with many ideas!
TEE HEE
AND ANOTHER HIGHLIGHT OF THIS WEEK!
PHOTOSHOOT ON WEDS :D
although we unwillingly paid 40 bucks for this grooming workshop but we get a photoshoot:D
HAHA
I mean i DONT LIKE portrait photos, but the idea of dressing smart/office wear just gets me all hyped up about it.HAHA because it gives me an excuse to buy clothes and shop with my mummy tmrw after doing the project:D WHAHA
but the sadddddest part of this grooming workshop is that you'll have to wear makeup:O
or rather, they will teach you how to wear make up! ): WO BU YAO
Anyways, my eyelids are dying on me, they are way to heavy for my tiny eyes to stay open
so goodnight to whoever is reading this ( i think you probably just wasted 3 mins of your life, so conclusion, dont bother reading my blog(:)
GOODNIGHT,i'm out
Labels: needs to think long and hard
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
4.38am
why am I still awake at such unearthly hours
someone enlighten me, please
they make school alive, plus ah jiu ge (HAHAH!!), and many others(:
happy birthday veron (12th)
happy birthday denz tay :D all the best for O's
I finally reached my peak today and i'm sorry you had to be the one that i vented and released everything to,of all people it had to be you, the feeling was as if i fell to the bottom of a pit.But thank you for being so patient, thank you for being the current best thing in my life (: sliced fish soup tomorrow, or should i say later?haha , that fella misses his sliced fish soup
Labels: love that shoelace boy:D
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Friday, May 08, 2009
Havent been blogging, havent got the time to ):
Just finished my BSTATS (business statistics) tutorial on central tendency and dispersion :O
its like ?!?!?! right?
after doing the tutorial, I TRULY understand what sonny phau meant by BA students don't do well in this topic.
reason number one!
-there are many tables to draw (for mark sake)
reason numer 2!
-the workings are so tedious
reason number three!
-many dumb formulas and symbols that I am STILL trying to figure out
BUT YOURS TRULY MANAGED TO COMPLETE EVERY SINGLE QUESTION:D
who is proud of me? nvm,being proud of myself is GOOD ENOUGH (:
manda's a changed person ! no more procrastinating, do everything in advance
hopefully this isnt just a phase for the beginning : i will make sure it isnt
i miss yanli,km, joy,bala and nic
even nic's in the same school,i rarely see her, our timings are all different
i want to go back in time and savour those details of my secondary school life,
even minor details like the food i used to eat at the canteen
growing up is disgusting
when you're small you want to grow up faster
but at the age of 18, i don't want to grow anymore, maybe just pause of 2 years?
i think i'll be ready to grow up again then, but not for now
I realised i havent been talking to my family much lately, maybe my younger sister?because we do our hw and stuff together in the room
but other than that.. :'(
try going 2 days without talking to your sister, or maybe one sentence to your mum?
try being ignored when you actually want to have a conversation, i know, serve me right.who else am i to blame other than myself?
but honestly,i know i dont come home immediately after school,but when i am home, i stay at my table doing my hw. FOR REAL
but whenever my parents talk to me, it isnt a conversation? but rather interrogating me.i know they are concerned but i need my breathing space too. perhaps i am breathing too much, gotta get 'suffocated' here and now, it'll be better
time and tide waits for no men
try harder manda, pleaseLabels: word vomit
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
meet yingping (:
and Mr 197 :D
heh, school's all right so far
just that having bummed around for so long, it such a dread to go to school sometimes
luckily yingping is in the same class as me!:D we're both equally clumsy,blurr,easily confused. just that i think, SHE'S 3times worse.
so if you guys think that I'M bad, wait till you meet her. your opinions of me will totally change mann! HAHHA
my first sem will be awesome, i will have a good start (:
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
I love that colourful bridge (:
I love stickman
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
'a cheerful person won't have eyes that look like yours'
Argh, Dzul, the things you say arent exactly pleasing BUT they make sense!
As much as I want to ignore, I cant, because you are SPOT ON.
I dont know if I AM hiding something or is there anything that is bothering me, but one things' for sure is that all of a sudden I am confused and lost.
Perhaps i've been in this bubble of confusion far too long, so much so that I really don't know what exactly IS the problem.
Relationships.
they are such a hassle
Actually, its true.Why bother going into a relationship you know that will not have an outcome?Why waste your emotions on someone that you can't see being together with for long?But then again, you will never know without trying, right?You'll never know that the person you're dating currently COULD be your future spouse.Things are never predictable, if only they were:(
sacrifce,perserverance,patience,understanding, how much are you willing to give?
Here is where the system sucks,yet again.
I am trying to find my faith in you God, again.
TOMORROW WILL BE A GREAT DAY
GO GO GO AMANDA!
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
I miss my friends, my really really good friends ):
maybe I am better off a loner, yepp amanda, try to survive!Labels: BAH BAH BLACK SHEEEP
MANDAA LAUGHED AT
and Mr 197 :D
